Earlier this year I put on my Facebook Wall:
For the most dangerous thing to Christianity is a man with a BIBLE, for No One can tell him what Christianity is or what it should look like, for he is able to discover TRUTH by simply reading.
I had about nine of my christian friends like the status, and one comment ‘Amen to that!!!.’ But it actually had a double meaning. Because on this journey to the bittersweetend I don’t feel like I’m losing faith in church. I still love church. I still love reading my bible. I’m still actively involved in teen-youth. In fact I’m now the ordained youth leader/minister at my church.
I feel like I’m losing faith in God. The more I read my bible, the more I feel like God does not exist. Now to be quite honest with the masses,…..I feel more Atheist than Christian.